cLouD’S world

since dis semester is a short sem
it makes me felt that the time passes even more faster than usual…
it has been one week since i came back to kk
next week all the chaos will break lose because lectures are starting…
sigh…
tiring n confusing…
well…
on the bright side, chinese new year is COMING!!!!
hahahaha
the best point of chinese new year is i get to go home
play with my little sis
eat as i wish
hanging around with my friends
wonder if we are still able to o it again in the coming years
because more and more of my friends are migrating to0 other places
well… it is because of fate we met at the first place
hope that fate n friendship will make us meet again in the future…………

going back to kk again 2day…
erm…
3 more weeks to chinese new year
still haven done a lot of preparation…
wat to do…
and hahahaha
my little sis is going to attend primary one 2moro
too bad i cant accompany her to school
but what to do
there are too many things that i am not able to do
sigh…
well… one would still hope for a better future ne…
till next time then…
adios

happy holiday!!!
holiday is good BUT we are going to have our final a month after this holiday….
makes me nervous just thinking about it
one after another exams coming
i just finished my mid term exams a week ago and now the final is coming!!!!!
well…
let me just enjoy this holiday…
hehehehe
‘Rest because I need to go on a journey’
:p

convocation is juz around da corner…
but i am still not graduating YET
hahahaha
sigh…
it must hav been hard 4 them…
especially those who nid 2 do both industrial training n thesis
working is not a good experience 4 me
for i had yet not found anythin dat suits my expectations
hehehehe
i hope dat my job is fun
i don mind being a workaholic
but make sure it is fun
well
congratz 2 those who r goin 2 graduate
all da best in ur future
n when u became seniors
don forget dat u r once a fresh gradute too
people grow as times goes on
remember 2 give time 4 others 2 grow up as others also gave time 4 u 2 grow up 2

humans…
are the most complicated creature on earth
the most interesting creature
in other word, the most ‘mafan’ creature on earth
i don know what are other people are thinking
to tell the truth, it does that mean that you don’t care enough of your friend BUT
you will never know precisely what others are thinking
human brains are just too amazing
but one still tries to understand and learn what other people are thinking
p/s: i know that my vocabulary is limited so please bear with it :p

a different point of view can make a lot of difference in a person’s opinion
it seems that being confined to a certain environment for a time period can make a person change a lot
reading…
watching movie and drama…
reading other person’s blog…
with just a word…
a sentence…
a picture…
a story…
listening to conversations around you…
hehehehe
i don’t advise people to eavesdrop…
what i meant is that you should spend some time to listen to another person’s opinion
and don’t just hope for others to listen to you all the time

we watched 3 movie on da 25th…
hahahaha
by da end of da 3rd movie, felt dat my flat butt has became even more flat…
hahahahaha
we watched over her dead body; definitely, maybe n oso 3 kingdoms…
hmmm….
over her dead body is funny
hehehehe
da dead fiancee sure talks continuously n harshly indeed
da 2nd movie is just so so to me
but da daughter sure is frank n imaginative n oso cute
n da dad sure is a role model dad if not a good husband
makes me wonder wat would happen if da daughter exist in real life…
beware daddys… hehehehehe
3 kingdoms is sad…
huhuhu…
makes me wan to cry
of coz not seriously cry…
hehehehehe
espeacially da scene where da 4 followers of zilong(andy lau) said dat they live as his followers n die as his followers…
sigh…
y should did they always says dat in order 2 be successful, u hav 2 sacrifice others…
sigh…
well…
overall, da 3 movies are quite good…
hehehe

there r some changes in da current members of free style tiny rainbow…

due 2 da fact dat we hav conflict in how a person should act

we hav decided 2 part ways…

hehehehe

seriously…

i don’t like how they act at all

BUT dat is da way they decided how 2 live their live…

sigh….

all i can do is dat they would meet patient people for da rest of their life

good luck

going back tomorrow…
11th of February…
it feels like i haven back for that long…
sigh…
this year…
it feels like everyone is not at miri…
BUT…
at least i can see a few friends that i had not met for a long time…
i could still remember how we are a few years back…
so many people…
so many cars…
hahahahaha…
a lot people walking to go visiting…
hahahaha…
hopefully in the coming years we could do something like this again…
till we gets old…
hahahaha..,
all in all…
wish everyone had a very very happy chinese new year!!!!

Is it something scary?
Is it something unavoidable?
What should we do when we are facing death?
Does being rich or maybe smart helps?…
The pain causes by death…
Are just like poison slowly killing you…
But there are actually  others things or matters that are a lot scarier than death…
For example…
The inability to help someone you cared when they are sad or feeling down…
In trouble…
Being treated unevenly…
Being bullied…
I had it when my little sis is being bullied and yet i am unable to help except for comforting her and hugging her…….
The inability to protect someone that is important to you…
The inability to completely understands what other people had in their mind…
The inability to change a person’s decision…
The inability to make an impression…
The inability to make a person cheer up when they are sad…
I really hate it when other people are sad or suffering…
I know a person can’t always be happy…
But still one would always wish that life is peaceful…
Death…
Some welcomes death…
For they felt that death is  the best option or to be precise the easiest option a person could think of…
Most detests it…
Some seeing it as a omen from the nature…
Some sees it a blessing in disguise…
But the people who are left behind are those who are suffering
It feels the same when you are unable to do anything to change fate…
sigh…
It feels like your heart is being sliced with a knife…
you felt like crying…
But i still hopes that it would be a better day tomorrow…
Eventhough it feels like hell today…